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by your side
05:30
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i'm under the weather but i'm not sick
i'm a candle with a fucked up wick
i don't know just where i'm going
but you're welcome to come with me
maybe we can find a place where we can finally be free
you tell me that you can't sleep at night
you tell me that your nightmares come to life
when you just can't keep it all inside... i'll arrive
i'll be by your side
i know what keeps you up at night
all the demons you keep inside
all the monsters under your bed
are they there or in your head?
either way... i think that i know how you're feeling
you're all alone
you tell me that you can't sleep at night
you tell me that your nightmares come to life
when you just can't keep it all inside... i'll arrive
i'll be by your side
you can't sleep so you call me on the phone
i talk to you so you don't feel alone
i wish that i could be there and be yours to keep
but all i can do is sing you to sleep
you tell me that you can't sleep at night
you tell me that your nightmares come to life
when you just can't keep it all inside... i'll arrive
i'll be by your side
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2. |
milk
02:57
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milk in a saucer on the floor
she's all dolled up, down on all fours
i'm so down
she's going down on my luck
angels cover their eyes every time we fuck
let's go insane
let's make it rain tonight
puts her eyebrows on in the rearviewmirror
everything gets hazy as it becomes clear
i'm so down
she's going down and i'm out
angels shiver as we kiss and twist and shout
let's go insane
let's make it rain tonight
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3. |
oyasumi
04:52
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all your children have gone insane
dilated and laughing at the rain
you can find us downstairs being strange
in the basement where it rains all night
you can find us lost in-between
the innocent and the obscene
i cut myself and bleed your name
in the basement where it rains all night
her backmasked dreams...
they torture me perfectly
our secrets keep but i can't sleep
we've met but we don't meet
why won't you tell me the rest of the story?
my chest is screaming your name as you're leaving forever
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4. |
ruined
04:43
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wait... where did you go?
i went walking home alone
why can't you see what's happening to me?
too fucked up to even care
when the stitches start to tear
suddenly i'm bleeding everywhere
wait... i'm all alone
i got lost on my way home
just for once why can't you see that it's killing me?
i tried to hide it
but everything is ruined here
where do you think it's gone?
slipped through cracks in the floor?
it came undone so long ago
i just thought that you should know tonight
before i blow out the lights
wait... i'm all alone
i got lost on my way home
just for once why can't you see that it's killing me?
i tried to hide it
but i can't fight it
but everything is ruined here
wait for me
i can't make it on my own
i'll die out here alone
every time that i feel okay
somehow the feeling slips away
i don't know if i'll be alright
i might not make it through the night
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5. |
aixyhpsa
01:25
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i tried to tell you way back then
and now the walls are all closing in
i've got some matches and some gasoline
set it on fire and dream another dream
i can't breathe
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the most beautiful scar
04:24
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ghosts are swimming in my veins
the bathroom mirror looks so strange
a face i barely recognize
stares back at me with vacant eyes
why can't you see i'm all alone?
playing with fire cause no one's home
i tried to tell you for so long
that there was something wrong
i wish you'd show me who you are
it hurts at first but it leaves the most beautiful scar
i still remember every regret
i can't remember to forget
why can't you see i'm all alone?
playing with fire cause no one's home
i tried to tell you for so long
that there was something wrong
all these thought spinning inside my head
sometimes i feel like i'd feel better dead
everyone is looking but they can't see
i'd hate myself if i were me
why can't you see i'm all alone?
playing with fire cause no one's home
i tried to tell you for so long
i doubt you even hear the fucking words to this song
no matter what i do or say
i just can't get away
i run but it follows me
i just want to get free
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7. |
untitled
00:51
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your dad showed us his .45
when i stayed at your house one night
you fell asleep and i went to the shed
wondering what it's like to be dead
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8. |
writhe
01:11
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9. |
dear you
06:18
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i can feel your eyes piercing my skin
you're looking but you can't see in
i'm hidden somewhere deep inside
i might not make it out alive
but at least in here i am my own
i'll go alone
i'm tired of hiding this from you
but i don't know what else to do
every word that goes unsaid
starts a fire inside my head
and i don't know just how to put it out
i'm all burned out
i can still remember why i had to leave
your love was suffocating
i just couldn't breathe
when i look behind me i don't like what i see
all the fucked up parts of you are now a part of me
i sit here staring at the wall
trying so hard not to think at all
but bit by bit it turns to shit
thoughts creep in and i forget
what it is that i came here to do
and i blame you
i can still remember why i had to leave
your love was suffocating
i just couldn't breathe
when i look behind me i don't like what i see
all the fucked up parts of you are now a part of me
one last thing before i drift into the dream...
it might not have meant much to to you
to me it was everything
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10. |
carved into my arm
03:55
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it's me... waiting here for you to take me home
waiting for you to tell me i'm not alone
but you don't say a word
it's me... sitting here bleeding on the floor
staring at the name that i adore
carved into my arm
i don't know what else to do
every thought i think is of you
until i'm insane
it's me... doused in heroin to numb the taste
of the disappointed look on your face
that nothing can erase
it's me... the one who you once glued to your chest
the boy who you loved more than all the rest
bleeding all alone
i don't know what else to do
every thought i think is of you
until i'm insane
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11. |
pinano
01:04
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ghost in the addict
“One time I took acid on Halloween with some friends and went walking in the forest. Somehow I got separated from the group. I was completely lost. I wandered alone in the dark, lost in the forest for hours. Eventually I found an open field with an amazing view of the October sky. I sat in the grass that night and had a long conversation with the moon. And that's when I started writing songs.” ... more
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