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milkless

by ghost in the addict

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1.
by your side 05:30
i'm under the weather but i'm not sick i'm a candle with a fucked up wick i don't know just where i'm going but you're welcome to come with me maybe we can find a place where we can finally be free you tell me that you can't sleep at night you tell me that your nightmares come to life when you just can't keep it all inside... i'll arrive i'll be by your side i know what keeps you up at night all the demons you keep inside all the monsters under your bed are they there or in your head? either way... i think that i know how you're feeling you're all alone you tell me that you can't sleep at night you tell me that your nightmares come to life when you just can't keep it all inside... i'll arrive i'll be by your side you can't sleep so you call me on the phone i talk to you so you don't feel alone i wish that i could be there and be yours to keep but all i can do is sing you to sleep you tell me that you can't sleep at night you tell me that your nightmares come to life when you just can't keep it all inside... i'll arrive i'll be by your side
2.
milk 02:57
milk in a saucer on the floor she's all dolled up, down on all fours i'm so down she's going down on my luck angels cover their eyes every time we fuck let's go insane let's make it rain tonight puts her eyebrows on in the rearviewmirror everything gets hazy as it becomes clear i'm so down she's going down and i'm out angels shiver as we kiss and twist and shout let's go insane let's make it rain tonight
3.
oyasumi 04:52
all your children have gone insane dilated and laughing at the rain you can find us downstairs being strange in the basement where it rains all night you can find us lost in-between the innocent and the obscene i cut myself and bleed your name in the basement where it rains all night her backmasked dreams... they torture me perfectly our secrets keep but i can't sleep we've met but we don't meet why won't you tell me the rest of the story? my chest is screaming your name as you're leaving forever
4.
ruined 04:43
wait... where did you go? i went walking home alone why can't you see what's happening to me? too fucked up to even care when the stitches start to tear suddenly i'm bleeding everywhere wait... i'm all alone i got lost on my way home just for once why can't you see that it's killing me? i tried to hide it but everything is ruined here where do you think it's gone? slipped through cracks in the floor? it came undone so long ago i just thought that you should know tonight before i blow out the lights wait... i'm all alone i got lost on my way home just for once why can't you see that it's killing me? i tried to hide it but i can't fight it but everything is ruined here wait for me i can't make it on my own i'll die out here alone every time that i feel okay somehow the feeling slips away i don't know if i'll be alright i might not make it through the night
5.
aixyhpsa 01:25
i tried to tell you way back then and now the walls are all closing in i've got some matches and some gasoline set it on fire and dream another dream i can't breathe
6.
ghosts are swimming in my veins the bathroom mirror looks so strange a face i barely recognize stares back at me with vacant eyes why can't you see i'm all alone? playing with fire cause no one's home i tried to tell you for so long that there was something wrong i wish you'd show me who you are it hurts at first but it leaves the most beautiful scar i still remember every regret i can't remember to forget why can't you see i'm all alone? playing with fire cause no one's home i tried to tell you for so long that there was something wrong all these thought spinning inside my head sometimes i feel like i'd feel better dead everyone is looking but they can't see i'd hate myself if i were me why can't you see i'm all alone? playing with fire cause no one's home i tried to tell you for so long i doubt you even hear the fucking words to this song no matter what i do or say i just can't get away i run but it follows me i just want to get free
7.
untitled 00:51
your dad showed us his .45 when i stayed at your house one night you fell asleep and i went to the shed wondering what it's like to be dead
8.
writhe 01:11
9.
dear you 06:18
i can feel your eyes piercing my skin you're looking but you can't see in i'm hidden somewhere deep inside i might not make it out alive but at least in here i am my own i'll go alone i'm tired of hiding this from you but i don't know what else to do every word that goes unsaid starts a fire inside my head and i don't know just how to put it out i'm all burned out i can still remember why i had to leave your love was suffocating i just couldn't breathe when i look behind me i don't like what i see all the fucked up parts of you are now a part of me i sit here staring at the wall trying so hard not to think at all but bit by bit it turns to shit thoughts creep in and i forget what it is that i came here to do and i blame you i can still remember why i had to leave your love was suffocating i just couldn't breathe when i look behind me i don't like what i see all the fucked up parts of you are now a part of me one last thing before i drift into the dream... it might not have meant much to to you to me it was everything
10.
it's me... waiting here for you to take me home waiting for you to tell me i'm not alone but you don't say a word it's me... sitting here bleeding on the floor staring at the name that i adore carved into my arm i don't know what else to do every thought i think is of you until i'm insane it's me... doused in heroin to numb the taste of the disappointed look on your face that nothing can erase it's me... the one who you once glued to your chest the boy who you loved more than all the rest bleeding all alone i don't know what else to do every thought i think is of you until i'm insane
11.
pinano 01:04

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released January 11, 2014

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music and lyrics by john spinelli.
written, arranged, and performed
by john spinelli.

mixed by jordan witham and john spinelli.
mastered by thewhiteshadow.

album artwork created by john spinelli and laura vignola.

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“One time I took acid on Halloween with some friends and went walking in the forest. Somehow I got separated from the group. I was completely lost. I wandered alone in the dark, lost in the forest for hours. Eventually I found an open field with an amazing view of the October sky. I sat in the grass that night and had a long conversation with the moon. And that's when I started writing songs.” ... more

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