wishblister

by ghost in the addict

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about

wishblister is the self-released debut album by ghost in the addict.

credits

released 31 October 2010
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music and lyrics written by john spinelli.
voice, piano, drums, bass, programming,
and all other noises performed by john spinelli.

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Track Name: asphyxia
it's getting dark and i can't see
i scream out but no one hears me
it's getting harder and harder to see
as i'm chewing on my own teeth
i can't breathe
Track Name: amphigouri
i'm afraid to sleep
the water is too deep
if i close my eyes i'll drown
drift out to sea not to be found

you spend your time
locked away inside your mind
tell me what you find
you look like you're one of my kind

if you want to come inside
i can be the place you hide
just tell me what you need
i can show you how to bleed

i can't unplant the seed
this thing you left inside of me
i don't know what to do
the stain on my heart is shaped like you

all i want to know
is where your secrets go
just tell me what you need
i can show you how to bleed

on the day her father died she didn't even cry
on the day her father died she almost felt alive
on the day her father died i could see it in her eyes
i never asked her why
i never asked her why
Track Name: no one finds me here
i got lost on my way back home one night
i can't recall if it was joy or fright i felt
no one finds me here

the sun went down and i could not see a thing at all
somehow i never thought that i would slip and fall
no one finds me here

no one noticed i was gone
until several years passed on
then they got worried in a hurry
but i was too far gone
i cut the final string
gave up on everything
nothing inside me
i can't find me
no one finds me here

everyone refused to see
i was only seventeen
i still remember that december
like it was a dream
they sent out rescue teams
but i was nowhere to be seen
they were right behind me
but no one finds me
no one finds me here
Track Name: crawl inside you
i want to crawl inside you
Track Name: boys
she has them all lined up in perfect order
she's a house of bricks with boys for mortar
filling all the cracks and the holes inside her
sometimes i am the boy sleeping beside her

she stacks boys in the corners and boys in her pockets
there's a lock on the door but she never locks it
a cup full of secrets, she drinks it, she swallows
any hitler boy with his hand raised she follows
Track Name: this skin
i tried to crawl inside you
you said "alright"
i want to be the one who
fucks you in at night

this skin...
i try to take it off
i try to make the voices stop

i tried to come inside you
you didn't put up a fight
i want to be the one who
fucks you in at night

this skin...
i try to take it off
i try to make the voices stop
Track Name: èvie-marina
please tell me what they did to you
don't look at me like you're surprised i knew
you run...

if they could say the words they really want to say
if they could say it they'd say
"i never loved you even though i tried"

he's a black hole that swallows all the light
raining on your every thought at night
you run...

if they could say the words they really want to say
if they could say it they'd say
"i never loved you even though i tried"
Track Name: over
it was over before it began
it was over, written in the sand
it's over

it was over before it began
it was over when the ocean raised it's hand
it's over
Track Name: cliffdivers
i'll wait for you
behind the trees in the leaves
where no one will ever know
the places that we will go

two hearts bleed as one